I realized that I cannot work to satisfy people, I’ll work myself to death.

I had my third evaluation today. It sucked. I realized no matter how hard I try or give, there are always demands on me. I can try to be close to people and try to show concern when I know they are not coping well. But they will come back to say that I am too nosey or I am pestering them. I can try to be understanding and be open to ideas, but there would be those who think I am too soft and unassertive. I can try to be a friend, but it seems that people don’t seem to accept me as a friend but a nosey and untrusting boss.

我觉得非常的委屈，毕竟我也付出了不少。但是我不能认输，因为你还没有认输。

talked more trash @ 3:13:00 AM

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