There are always times when I really feel alone in my decisions to do certain things. The pain of having to pay for it is much less than the isolation.

There isn’t really a great deal of support from those whom I ought to get the most encouragement from, be it my family or my friends.

So be it, I don’t wanna care anymore.

talked more trash @ 12:44:00 AM

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Many things have happened that words could not bear.
Many a time I have turned around to see no one there.

Phantoms whisper my name and whiz pass along with the wind.
The storms leave no mark on the land, less the weathered soul.

Fathom it not: so what if I win?    

talked more trash @ 4:11:00 PM

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禅理已丧失它对我的吸引力。
“无所谓”这个消极的字眼将匿迹；
随和的个性将被完美主义代替。
我要坚持我的执著，
因为我要为我的执著而活下去。    

talked more trash @ 5:44:00 PM

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The weather these few days had been really bleak. It really doesn’t help when I am undergoing such a stressful stage.

I like these quotes from Helen Keller that I have found. Maybe it will keep me going for a while.

“I am only one, but still I am one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something; and because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do something that I can do.”

“The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.”

“Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence.”

“Never bend your head. Always hold it high. Look the world straight in the eye.”

“When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.”    

talked more trash @ 3:44:00 PM

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Went for a movie outing with WM, QW, and Jos. It feels quite good to have friends to company you when you are feeling extremely down. Sorry that you dudes have to delay the movie timing coz of what I have to do. Really appreciate it.

Time to write down my new year resolutions. In this new year, I want:

1. To achieve A’s for all my modules this year so that I can still get my 2nd upper.


2. To realize my objectives and handover smoothly for the club.


3. To let her know how I feel no matter what.


4. To achieve a gold standard in IPPT.


5. To get into the company I want to get into at the end of this year.

Discipline is the key to many of these tasks. Truthfulness to myself is yet another. Let these keys be found in 2006.

talked more trash @ 12:14:00 AM

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